One night in my late teens I found myself
facing a temptation that is probably better not described in
excruciating detail. Let’s just say it was a temptation common to
young men. The other party was ready and willing and very much to my taste,
there were no adults around to complicate matters, the situation was intimate
and comfortable, and there was every natural reason to carry right on
with what was already well underway.
For reasons I was unable to adequately
spell out at the time, I didn’t. I’m not sure there’s a heavenly
reward for that exactly, but I can tell you without even a shred of doubt that
I did save myself a great deal of earthly emotional distress, guilt,
ongoing complications and probably several courses of antibiotics.
If you must know, I blame my parents for
that one. There’s probably a reward coming for them, if not for me.
Our Heavenly Reward
We don’t think about that often, do we? At
least, I know I don’t. We speak regularly about heavenly reward for the “things done in the body”, as the
apostle Paul calls them. We do not meditate quite so much on the bad things that are not done, or on the consequences to ourselves and to others of our not having done them. Sometimes these omissions are every bit as significant as the good deeds we do.
When God commends his servant Job to Satan’s
consideration, he not only mentions Job’s habitual uprightness of character and
his unique reverence for God (“there is none like him on earth”), he adds that Job is “blameless” and that he “fears God and turns away from evil”.
That’s a pretty impressive resume, and it consists largely in the things Job
didn’t do, rather than the positive things he did. In fact, the whole
lengthy book of Job turns on a single very salient question: Will Job
curse God to his face, as Satan claims he will? (Spoiler alert: Satan loses.)
Seven Guys Who Didn’t
But Job is far from the only individual in
the Bible whose failure to behave predictably and sinfully in the face of
powerful natural urges rates a mention. Abram refused the generosity of the King of Sodom. Joseph
ran for the hills when Potiphar’s wife showed too much interest. Moses
disdained the treasures of Egypt. David turned down
Ornan the Jebusite’s offer to pay for what later became
the temple site out of his own pocket. Daniel and his three friends
declined the king’s meat and became what I figure are probably the first documented post-Flood
vegetarians in the Bible. Later, three of them refused to worship Nebuchadnezzar’s idol at the risk of their lives.
All are commendable not just for what they
did, but for what they didn’t.
Assessing the Harvest
How do we measure our service for Christ?
It’s tough, isn’t it? You preach to the same congregation for thirty years, and
maybe 15 or 20 people in that entire time really, visibly,
permanently change in ways that mean something to the kingdom of God. In
the same time period, hundreds or even thousands of their fellow churchgoers
come and go, a bunch more fall into sin of various sorts and some outright
apostatize. No fun at all. And even with the ones who make significant
spiritual progress, you know if you’re honest with yourself that you can’t
really take much credit. You’re just one link in a long chain of God’s dealings
with them, and it may be the guy or girl before or after you in that chain that
really made most of the difference.
But if you think that sort of spiritual
calculus is tough sledding, try assessing the eternal impact of the things
you didn’t do; or perhaps even the things you encouraged others not to do.
You can’t. You’ll never know that until the Judgment Seat. If your message on self-control to the youth group turns out to be
the reason a single teenage girl saved her virginity for her husband, how on
earth would you ever figure that out? If your own honesty was a model for your
son and kept him from cheating on his exams, how would you know? If your marriage
was a model of love and faithfulness that made the usual teenage
assignations look pathetic, squalid and shabby to your daughter’s
Christian friends, how would you measure that exactly?
Stuff That Happens All the Time
And yet I guarantee things like this
happen all the time. You’ve changed things for someone you know or love in a
major, significant, Christ-honoring, God-pleasing way, and you’ll never have
the slightest clue you did it.
The choices I made to resist evil — few
and far between though they may have been — were never mine alone. Almost
every bit of resistance to sin I have ever managed to muster came in the
strength of some biblical principle or some direct word from God that
was taught to me by someone else.
Try measuring that if you can. I’ll tell
you right now, you can’t.
The Judgment Seat of Christ is going to be
an interesting time, isn’t it?
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